Another evening with Bach music and contemporary dance at MÜPA. Dream Keeper. I was so lucky to meet some very interesting people. Both before the performance and in the paus. I almost felt high on my way home later. Don’t read ”almost”.
hidden scent
in the early dew wet grass
breath of winds
her eyelids tremble invite
comforted by thousand kisses
Carpe Diem: #1109
Siddharta’s Journey by Guy Sweens.
He was a sailor. She was in love. A dreamer collecting shells on the esoteric beach.
some words
brought by fins vivid whirls
such mystery
served on the abandoned shore
by a promising shell
The wooden boardwalk became her life.
Some day
she will find that special shell.
When the sky is blue
and the wind is softening,
the dolphin thought.
Some day she stumbled on a broken board.
pale dunes
and grands of sand verify
a fallen veil
awakening for all senses
some break through
At last stormy waves brought the board out into the deep sea.
As they brought her love back.
Carpe Diem: #1108 Promise.
Seems like promises is all about problems. But only if the deepest meaning is different between the two making promises. Once I experienced there is such difference. The value of the word differs. Between people.
enjoying
in this lilac present now
my promise
Some engaged listening and some honest talking will do good, I think.
forever – red
roses – and ever will never last
until now
The most important promise to make is the promise to yourself, I think.
I promise
by all my heart – be true to
my values
And so I will … for now … of tomorrow we know nothing …
… nothing at all …
a sour cherry
maybe nothing – maybe another
tree
…. and I’m going on thinking ….
Carpe Diem: #1108 Promise.
Walking my lonely evening walk among all these people. Feeling the festive air of the city I’m so in love with. All these beauty – and I do not mean things – I mean the feelings it gives – to me. Three poems popped up in my head.
three bottles
a day kept Christmas away
creativity orgie
Ha ha … sometimes I’m so funny to be with! I smiled to everybody in the street and a Japanese lady first answered with a smile and then looked a bit confused.
the scent
of your strong chest – protecting
beating hearts
Ah … I would like you to be here. Walking along with me. Holding my hand. Enjoying life. Chat, discuss and giggle. And most of all – just being. Feeling the scent of each other in mutual respect for – what so ever. (This popped up just now).
you know
hawks are hunting – but only
in the sky
Now I find myself close to the boarder. The ‘besinged’ Danube. This beautiful place like in a fairytale. The Danube – so fresh and swirling. Had to sit down on a bench. Breath and sigh. Such a wonderful little spot in Universe. Just mine … for now …
clouds dancing
shadows on the castle facade
thrillingly me
How can you resist …
Carpe Diem: #1108 – Promise.
I don’t usually shoot this kind of selfies – everybody else do – bewitching evening probably 😉
It has been a rainy day. Kind of ”moody cello day”. I like that too. Keeping me cosy indoors. Ensure happenings of exciting things. I’m rather good at that. Actually. There are always new things to learn – languages – technique – universe – thinking higher – yes even higher than usually. And of course I have empty white papers wanting to be filled with colors and crazy motives. So new apps, ted talks on Netflix ….. and a lot of creativity in Crazy Art Studio Budapest.
spicy talks
happenings in worldwide cyber
tagged peppar mint
… and I want that book – I mentioned before – to breathe poetry …
ears leave
when music are played by fairies
catching up
as all senses float away
hypnotized by enchantments
… that special one … you know …
… and music …
… for rainy days.
Stage Curtain from Liszt Academy – edited #byblogfia (me in my Internet project).
Carpe Diem: #1107.
Symphony No. 1 by Giovanni Sgambati.
Very pleasant music for this kind of day and mood ….
I still have time …
contemplating
when rushing world wants peace
new reborn
… watching the world pass by in front of my eyes …
troubled
when war hijacking and terror
progress
… shooting photos, writing diary and poems, drawing and painting pictures …
philosophizing
while creativity makes result
living life
Carpe Diem: #1105 Christmas Oratorio:
Cantata #1 BWV 248 – Mov. 1/9 by J.S. Bach.
This day – the day before Christmas Eve – we use(d) to call ”Little Christmas Eve”. We tasted the Christmas food. We were allowed to open one present. We had a really cosy evening. That’s how it was. Seems so long ago just now. I kept this tradition when I had my own family. We even celebrated once in a dry riverbed in the desert in United Arab Emirates. 1983 I think. Now is a different time. ”Yesterday is dead and gone” as Kris Kristoferson sings. My daughters doesn’t eat meat or celebrate Christmas. My son thinks otherwise. More like me.
circumstances
made christmas dead and gone
empty seats
Since I’m not a believer I don’t celebrate Christmas but I like some traditions. Like spending time together with my family. So I miss that now. Very much.
Some day I will bring my grandchildren to experience the Nutcracker in Budapest. Some day!
Today I went to an contemporary dance performance for children. It was just so very great!
air filled
bubbles of children’s emotions
cracking event
I can also go to church at special occasions – just to watch the rituals people are busy with. As behaviorist I’m very interested – all the time – in people’s behavior and everyday life wherever I am. I’m a quiet watcher.
But not ”quiet” about everyday life relating to politics. Consequences of bad politics I want to highlight. Sometimes also the good. I like to compare Sweden and Hungary as I think they are opposites in EU. I find it interesting to follow. Observe.
dedication
children’s welfare and schooling
my life
I think – maybe – it has been a lot about me personally lately. Sometimes it happens. And that’s ok for me – here.
I have had Bach in the background but tonight I’m afraid he didn’t engage me very much.
finally
a red heavy glass of wine
tasting your kiss
full bodied as usual
how lucky I am
Carpe Diem: #1105 Christmas Oratorio:
Cantata #1 BWV 248 – Mov. 1/9 by J.S. Bach.
I think this entry works better with:
Carpe Diem: Seven Days Before Christmas 2016 #7
Twas The Night Before Christmas.
I will make another for Bach 🙂
Nowadays I use to say …
-I have time.
… and I have for the things I want to do … like dreaming me away … in my kind of meditation …
closed eyes
opening for peacemaking tones
in mind
Carpe Diem: Seven Days Before Christmas 2016 #6 meditation.
My YouTube list about Relaxing music.
I’m still in ”Summertime” after my bath. So listening to this music I get the vision of busy bumble bees having their spas inside colorful and beautiful flowers … in that wonderful far away meadow.
bees are busy
sliding on pistil and stamens
at summertime
Carpe Diem: #1104 Libertango by Sofia Gubaidulina.
On my way home today. I walked towards the Cathedral and a poem popped up in my head. (I live just behind the church.)
not so long
way to the other side
of religion
I’m not religious as you know. But when I grew up everybody around me were. As child – visiting the church – I always thought the priests told lies. Couldn’t understand how people could believe what the priests said. I’m interested in facts – not what few people make up in their fantasy and then try to make it true for a mass.
Sure Jesus once lived and he probably had a very good hearted life philosophy.
It also happens with ”facts” in times. Thinking about when the earth was believed to be flat. So I wonder a lot about:
-What do we believe to be very true today – and tomorrow will be proved as wrong and seen as the madness of our time? Maybe about the climate? Maybe about our planet? Our place in Universe? I would very very much like to know …
free ticket
for a ride in the dark world
to turn on the light
covered waited in endless queue
while the button was set broken
Perhaps that one was too mysterious?
wise people
talking the speech of facts ‘n truth
my candles
as interesting people’s questions
provide imaginative power and fantasy
“We are all atheists about most of the gods that humanity has ever believed in. Some of us just go one god further.”
― Richard Dawkins
”Religion is regarded by the common people as true, by the wise as false, and by the rulers as useful.” Lucius Annaeus Seneca.
Carpe Diem: Seven Days Before Christmas 2016 #5 candles.
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