Maybe not

Carpe Diem #615, Exodus.
Daily Prompt: Under the snow.
You were caught in an avalanche. To be rescued, you need to make it through the night. What thought(s) would give you the strength to go through such a scary, dangerous situation?

Is this real or not! I am captured under the snow. At least I can breathe though it is unbearably cold. Drowned in the snow I start thinking about my life and it’s possible kind of ending. I’m not at all afraid to die. I am ready when it’s time. If the time is now – then it is.
I have had a fairly good life but lately affected by huge disappointments caused by a former near one. That happened on what I call the Terrible Tuesday – 26th Febr 2014.  I would rather not had that experience. It made a big black hole – a thorn in my life.

So I will rather give my thoughts to my son, my two daughters and to my four grandchildren. I am so proud of you. I was so happy for your letters M and B. ♥ For skyping and talking with you M+W+B+M. I love you all ♥.

And then I will just float away in my own world like I am able to do in special difficult situations. This ability I love and appreciate to have. It feels like nothing in the world can reach me and hurt me.

So maybe we see each other again – maybe not – that’s life.

Sadly floating by
all memories from the past
like melt frozen snow.

 

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Leftover necklace

Daly Prompt: Leftovers Sandwich. Today, publish a post based on unused material from a previous piece –a paragraph you nixed, a link you didn’t include, a photo you decided not to use. Let your leftovers shine!

Shooting macro with my little Canon G12 didn’t turn out as well as I wanted. Missed my Canon EOS 6D and Sigma macro lens.

While shooting macro
necklace appears closer
in my Canon lens.

But here it is – my leftover – macro …

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Lost in real life

Skrivpuff: En angenäm busstur.
Carpe Diem Haiku: Special #119,
Tomas Tranströmer’s 5th ”a wild boar plays the organ”.

Loaded with heavy shopping bags. Heading for the bus. Sign shows 4 minutes to wait. Wating and waiting. A couple hugs and kisses. A fat man watching. An Indian man talking in the phone. Teenagers chatting in the waiting box. Smokers smelling ugly.

Tired of waiting
hooping the bus will come soon
want to be at home.

Entering the bus. Fall in deep thoughts and dreaming away. Enjoying the fairy land. Making my own fairytales by the way. On my way.

Waking up in chock
I don’t know where I am
Lost in real life.

Didn’t recognize the buildings. Where am I? M-street. Gone too far with the bus. Want to stop it at once. Next busstop. Out for entering the pavement.

Probably it was meant for me to have an extra walk.
A fairytale is worth that.

I like writing Haibun and include haiku.

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You know

Daily Prompt: Never too late.
Is there a person you should’ve thanked, but never had the chance? Is there someone who helped you along the way without even realizing it? Here’s your chance to express your belated gratitude.

No I don’t think so.
I was so tremendously thankful that I told them. Because I wanted them to know they’d been so very important to me.

And I am glad I did.

I love you so much
appreciated from heart
brightest memory.

You know I mean you two!

Henning & Annalisa

 

 

Dessutom är jag lite

Skrivpuff: Skriv 5 ord på B. Använd minst 2 av dem i din text.

Beloved Bright (Beyond=) Bortom Bångstyrig Busig

Jag älskar Beyond. Gillar också att Bortom börjar på B. Faktiskt ett av mina favoritord. Det är – för mig – både en plats och en förmåga. Det är ett fantastiskt vackert ord. Lyssna bara – B e y o n d – B e y o n d – B o r t o m.

Drömmer mig bort långt
Allting blir ljust behagligt
Där är jag ibland.

Man kan faktiskt säga att beyond är ett slags drömmarnas plats. Behaglighetens palats. Men det är också ett slags meta-tankar. Tankar över tankarna. Det är det som är förmågan. Förmågan till Beyond och Bortom. Jag kan förklara det lite som att försätta sig på en hylla och studera det som sker. Både vara närvarande och överblickande. Deltaga i diskussionen samt överblicka hur det diskuteras. Nu kom jag på att Beteende borde varit med bland de 5. Jag älskar ju också att studera beteenden. Människors beteenden. Man är ju beteendevetare som sagt.

Hur kommer det sig
hen tänker argsint värre
bakgrundens tankar.

Dessutom är jag lite Busig.

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Quickly forget

Daily Prompt: Shaken and Stirred.
What’s the most elaborate, complicated meal you’ve ever cooked? Was it a triumph for the ages, or a colossal fiasco? Give us the behind-the-scenes story (pictures are welcome, of course).

This was the hardest question to answer … since I don’t know when!

When making a meal
it turns to a disaster
Just quickly forget!

HAIKU – Senryu 5+7+5.

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