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Att Snedda en Dag

kors och tvärs
rakt över och tillbaka – bra
ups – inte snedda

Ibland tar man genvägar. Mer eller mindre lyckade. Att snedda är ofta en genväg, tror jag. Raderna ovan är mindre lyckade.Säkert lite sneddade.
Funderingarna går kors och tvärs och inget verkar vara en tråd att ta tag i. Idag. Ungefär samma sak som att sakna inspiration. Fast inte sakna tankar.
Jag skulle kunna skylla på att jag ramlade i trappan igår. Uppklädd, högklackad och med soppåsar som skulle slängas på vägen ut. Som tur var ramlade jag inte framåt. Då hade jag nog slagit ihjäl mig. Jag snubblade och fann mig sittande och med ett huvud som hade åkt rakt in i kaklet. Ja trappans väggar är klädda i grönt kakel. Den spräckta glasskålen i påsen gick i tusen bitar men samlade sig snällt på ett trappsteg. Petflaskan flög iväg. Jag kommer ihåg att jag högt suckande och chockad kände efter och kollade kroppens tillstånd. Precis innan hade flera tankar blixtrat förbi. Och den känslan när skallen mötte kaklet! Fy sjutton!
Reste mig och blev glad att delarna funkade någorlunda. Inget brutet eller stukat. Mycket omtumlad. Jag kunde fortsätta till dansföreställningen. Satt med ytterkläderna på. Blev inte alls för varm. Fantastisk version av Bolero men följande nummer var som en sömntablett. Huvudet värkte, nacken värkte och stramade, axeln gjorde jädra ont och höften med. Spårvagn och tunnelbana i natten.
Jag kom så småningom hem helskinnad. Stoppade i mig ett par Ibumin vilket var det enda jag hade. Ville ju kunna sova. Trots en ordentligt mörbultad kropp. Idag färggrann på sina ställen.
Allt detta för ett trappsteg som jag antagligen inte trodde fanns utan i stället en avsats jag försökte snedda.
Jag har nu lovat barnen att jag inte ska gå ner med soppåsar i högklackat. Eller kanske jag inte längre ska låta hissen vila när jag går ner?


Nu funderar jag mycket över det där med ”blixtra förbi” och vill veta vad som händer i hjärnan när detta sker. Många vittnar ju om detta ”förbiblixtrandet” i speciella gastkramande situationer. Kanske en Fråga för Lund 🙂 🙂 🙂


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Skrivpuff: Snedda.


Like a Pearl

passing over water
the island like a pearl
to appreciate

I just did it! Passed over water. In glory ”fairyland”. Under the moon. Almost full. Waiting for your arrival. I walked over the water beside my sister and brother in law. This bewildered beautiful night. Over the water. Passing a pearl – the island. Just saying!

Budapest by Night.

Carpe Diem #1151 Shikoku Island.


 

All Winds – In Right Time

I picked two of my Tarot cards. The cards I got from my youngest daughter. About Goddesses. I wrote about them in the beginning of this pilgrimage.
Well now … thinking about ”arriving at the right moment” …. thinking more … cannot remind me any wrong moments arrival … so … in my mind … I arrive in the right moment … or if not … I probably make it right …

The Goddess of Sea and The Goddess of Love – were my two cards for today. Now I think about being The Eternal Minister of All Winds in The Royal Republic of Ladonia. All these titels arriving in my mind … maybe the right moment … or not … Do you know about Ladonia?

All Winds Ministry’s – declaration:

-“All Winds” is the predecessor to free movement everywhere and encourages all types of boundless movement – forward, backward, upward, downward, inward, outward, beyond, within, around, pirouettes, minuets, jumps, leaps and pas de deux. All Winds demonstrates how space is gained and free movement defended.-

… now … how to tie all together …

on pilgrimage
walking side by side with love
in all winds
from everywhere in right moment
touched by the sea and so trustful

… hope you enjoyed this odd read and I assure you – you arrived just in time – the right time!

Tarot Cards for Today - Goddesses of Sea and Love.

Carpe Diem: #1140 arriving at the right moment.


With Power to Share

Today has been a dazing and shattering (hope I use correct words) day. Really! I am still a bit shaky about what I experienced.
I had some errands to do. Library for Basho poetry. To AF – Academic Society – to ask about The Debate taking place tomorrow. Oh how I enjoyed to walk in Lundagård – the park in where Lund University and the Cathedral are situated. I do love to have my heart in this city of old and new knowledge. To share myself between two gems – Budapest.hu and Lund.se

iPhoto - Lund University in Lundagård

While walking I lived in every breath. Satisfaction in every step until …

beside the pass-over
standing with most bowed back
tired and old
depending on rollator
I offered my help

… I met this old lady. Her body language spoke – ”need help” – so clear to me. She accepted my offer to help her cross the street. I stopped the rushing cars and we crossed. I couldn’t leave her there. Long story ….
So we spent 90 minutes together and what I experienced these minutes about old peoples life in our society …. I felt so sorry about her … I got so angry about the community … and not to talk about the transport service she called for to get home!!!!!

Above all this – it’s a cold late afternoon – she was marked of her reumatism – our long waiting for the transport service made it worse – and worse – long story – I also had to phone – twice ….

depending
on my own ability
for now
with a strong stream in my spine
with power to share with you

… and I got a clear reminder about our fragility. For now I trust myself and I am thankful that depending on myself works. Also in humbly insight there will be a day when …
During the time we spent together I got to know Ulla. We both were happy to have met each other. At last the transport service came. And the driver were very kind and helpful. Which was a relief for me.

After waving them off – I went home – dazed and shattered in mind. Now sitting here – writing …

Tomorrow will be a day for ‘take action’ – depending on myself.

iPhoto - Lund C - Train Station

Carpe Diem: #1126 depend on yourself.


Diamonds for Truth and Secrets

Today I got a wonderful visit. My two granddaughters came around. I call them ”My GoldenHarts”. We spent all afternoon together and had what’s called ”quality time”. Chatting, laughing and also playing cards. I told them that playing with cards wasn’t allowed on Sundays when I was a child. I think they thought it was very odd. I thought so to at that time.
They also brought a gift for me …

my cards of tarot
diamonds for truth and secrets
a dear gift
from daughter to mother
some real goddesses

… from my youngest daughter.
Tarot cards …. a lot of them … about all kinds of Goddesses …
Now I have something to find out … on my Pilgrimage …

Goddess Tarot Cards

Carpe Diem: #1125 The Road to Santiago is part of the Tarot.


History – For Now

walking
the lonesome way
for now

a road
away from all
of you

you meet
in no understanding
of me

that life
was a story
no more

some lives
are nothing at all
but hurt

one life
between dark and light
a choice

for life
some enlightened melody
my choice

that history
with patterns in footsteps
sucks

absolved
the exempted droplet
in mind

some lines
not for your eyes
at all

only one
among all the others
talk

if not
what else turns for sure
to do

…  a kind of question … but not to be answered …


Popping-Ups … saved for future arrangements … of mine …


Thinking about ...

But what if …!?

When thinking about … or discussing … or viewing …. different points/subjects …. I always seek for different perspectives and find it exciting with the question:

-But what if …..!?

So what about Interior? Will I take the perspective from outside or insida? Will I take the perspective about things, furniture in a room? Or will I take a challenge to view thoughts – in my mind –  a kind of inner soul – from outside or inside?

what if
the interior is outside
your heart

It’s always about different points of views.

Acting
and Emotions in a kind of
Reality

Making choices …
Perhaps this is a kind of interior the abstract emotional way … ?

in a state of
needs and emotions
by reason

And showing my interior just now the reality way  … and more minimalistic 😉

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Daily Prompt: Interior.


#byblogfia - Stage Curtain

Just a Rainy Day

It has been a rainy day. Kind of ”moody cello day”. I like that too. Keeping me cosy indoors. Ensure happenings of exciting things. I’m rather good at that. Actually. There are always new things to learn – languages – technique – universe – thinking higher – yes even higher than usually. And of course I have empty white papers wanting to be filled with colors and crazy motives. So new apps, ted talks on Netflix ….. and a lot of creativity in Crazy Art Studio Budapest.

spicy talks
happenings in worldwide cyber
tagged peppar mint

… and I want that book – I mentioned before –  to breathe poetry …

ears leave
when music are played by fairies
catching up
as all senses float away
hypnotized by enchantments

… that special one … you know …
… and music …
… for rainy days.


Stage Curtain from Liszt Academy – edited #byblogfia (me in my Internet project).


Carpe Diem: #1107.
Symphony No. 1 by Giovanni Sgambati.

Very pleasant music for this kind of day and mood ….