This will be …
a night without
sleep and sweet dreams
in broken feathers
… and a night for …
awakeness
with an open suitcase – empty
flash in spider web
… sadness and grieve …
butterfly blue
in crushed wings – flight
ahead
… emotional every time …
… leaving …
… that ground …
… why?
Skrivpuff: Anledning.
How interesting Kristjaan! I think I wrote the existentialist way in my last Carpe Diem post 😉 … and my favorit in this field is Sören Kierkegaard – the Danish philosopher. He was christian though and I am not captured by any religion. He was wise, I think. About nature … he didn’t think humans were one with the nature. He thought humans relate to nature. I think like that too. And as written before … humans … every man and woman … is their actions. They are NOT their characteristics … like skin color, religion, ethnic group, ….
the naked you
dressed in camouflage
a snake in paradise
Talking about philosophy like this … you must be a sincere human … not a fake one … Fakes are not worthy talking philosophy. Fakes have lost their confidence! That’s a fact!
Honesty goes with philosophy – life philosophy – the ethical way – only way.
”Face the facts of being what you are, for that is what changes what you are.”
Soren Kierkegaard
Being ones actions … aiming the honest and true way … sometimes need apologies … apologies for behavior … cowards don’t … humans do …
Picking a piece from the poem by Rumi … I choose this one … cut a bit …
”We are as pieces of chess engaged in victory and defeat:
our victory and defeat is from …”
when you go low
I always go higher – armed with
strong ethical code
…. and to cheer it up a bit … yesterday I got a photo from one of my grandchildren … so proud … she won in chess and her dad lost … I answered I knew she would win … the smart and clever … honest way … ❤ … she is my Golden Heart ❤ …
Flute … when so beautiful it feels right into the soul … the beauty of sincerity …
”Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced.”
Soren Kierkegaard
Carpe Diem: #1168 Flute.
Will there ever be another conductor like him! No, of course not! He was just outstanding! He was one of the reason I started to enjoy classic music. How fascinated I became. Keeping the whole orchestra so strong in ones hands. Fantastic I thought and still think.
In Herbert von Karajan I also found that special sensitivity. I always look for that when it comes to artists of all kinds. Musicians as well as dancers.
Tonight at the premier of ”In our Past – We have the Present” and I met him. My – now – favorite choreographer. Actually he is the director. He was happy I came, he said, after the performance. Most happy I was – of course. How hard he had worked, I noticed. But now ”paid off” with ovations and applauds. He really has a wonderful dance group for his national dance theatre. I got three new favorites tonight. I had Alexandra (left) first and has still of course. She is also outstanding!
My two favorite female dancers.
One more female dancer now and two male dancers. They have classic schooling – which I want for contemporary dancers. Otherwise it tends to be more gymnastic than dance. So many practicing classic dance and when they grow up they have ‘wrong’ body measures for classic dancers. Life is hard for them. Luckily they can have a career as contemporary dancers.
PERFORMANCE ARTS – I LOVE ❤
Today I have had a ‘free’ day. Nothing at all in my schedule. I love these days too. No problem to fill them. I take it slow and easy. Today I slept … well I wont tell you how long! Then I had my brunch with black coffee, seed crackers and goat cheese. Did some ‘musts’ and many more ‘lusts’.
At last I understood it was time for a hot bath. Sadly it wasn’t as hot as I wanted. Have to speak to the machine a bit more determined. Trying very hard to understand it after new circulation pump.
Put on an old list on Spotify. Didn’t get inspired – the three first tunes were oldies now boring – but then it happened …
tricky old
tapping on my heart – release
hips in rhythm
… This old heart of mine with Rod Stewart version with Ronny Wood. Now I’m in right mood. Then Sonny & Cher perfect for the mermaid. Every inch of the body wants to have a work through. Especially in hot water. Soft light. Today with a cup of tea. And my music.
My kind of work ut.
kissing ‘n hugging
all that a body wants
you must give
Ha ha … Chuck wants to cheer me up. He knows exactly how to do it!
swinging the best
all times – c’est la vie – now
being a teen again
I’m working and swaying – feeling my best – mind and body totally free. Lost and happy. Free and flying. My thoughts are my surfing boards.
finding that special
wave in mind to jump on board
riding the other waves
What can I say more … breathe … Every Breath you Take … breathe … surf and breathe …
in the right age
just in the right time
waiting – for you
I’m ready …
I grab the plug … and let the water out … and …
no – not now
the hand shower went wild
simply the best
Now I die … totally wild too … thinking about one of my favorit dancer – Clare Turton (short dark hair) – dancing in Tinas show. She is just …. I die again … wildest ever … Live version … of course! (Clare Turton not in this version.)
Never Underestimate an OLD WOMAN – who listens to QUEEN!
Imagine … heaven so close … finally there … I put on my Spotify list ”New Life” made (after divorce) … first foot into very very hot water … to ”Crazy” … perfect … I’m crazy the soft way … the creative way … I like so much … my crazy free soul … I like it best the youtube version with Prince though … so artistic the music kind …
highest sensitivity
music for tracking ones soul
heart in bath
I’m so much enjoying the moment. Now next … ‘Diana‘ and Paul Anka … ”I’m so young and you’re so old” … what does age means!? Nothing! Nothing at all! As long as you enjoy life and … of course have …virility… in mind 😉 … I know you have. Latest …
from heaven
you came – just in right moment
for me
… I’m so thankful! Will always be. I said to you:
– If there is a God – he sent you to me!
And I really believe that!
Next music … oh my … I feel you kissing my fingertips … Theme from Limelight … you are kissing my fingertips … you found my button … red button … hot line to my heart … I’m totally lost now!
so softly touches
your kisses wake my senses
I’m all yours
Awaked by ‘Island in the stream‘ when you reach my lips … that eternal kiss … we are just floating away. Are you with me?
how could your kiss
make us be only one – ah
our eternity
That music. Music is life. ”Everybody hurts” … sometimes people hurts … so it is … so it was … a time I listened a lot to this one … not so long ago … it is passed now … but the music is still wonderful!
some people hurt
it’s just experiences in life
leave it behind
Something to be thankful to … after a while … hopefully … depending on you …
Well I’m the kind that stick to promises … no matter what … my soul is a true and honest one … and I am so fortunate to have that kind of soul inhabiting (not inherit) my body.
dear soul
of honesty and truth – I
cherish you
-Deeply, I must say!
Do you remember?! … wanting to walk me home … I do remember 🙂 .. ”I want to walk you home” Fats Domino … one of my first favorites …really … when singing BlueBerry Hill … ah that nostalgia … I would like that to happen … soon … you walking me home … when?
And that … Whats a woman … its so sensual … I love it … ”Cross my heart”…
thinking about
your kisses overwhelming – me
don’t stop
Help me make it through the night … oh how much I listened to this during the 90th … when I was all engulfed up in my Rainbow children and … nostalgia …
your beard
tickling my skin – wanting
more of you
Like ”Sugar Man” I say ….. I wonder … Wonder I do … Rodriguez …
And in my hot bath … thinking of you … I felt more like a butterfly … in harmony … moving my wings … the poetry … music … lyric … way … but also like a mermaid …
Now off to Bolero at MÜPA … I have seen it before but never too much … 😉 … ❤ …
I forgot Save the last dance … Bruce Willis … and also … Paul Anka …. and .. Leonard Cohen … and some more tunes …
Så duktiga unga musiker!
Malmö Högskola Musik pop/rock, Malmö Live.
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